My Day Was One Hour / My Hour Was One Day.

Day.

Era.

Why us, Moon?

Shroud yo' way.

Amen.

Yo! My hoar was nude!

She do you many war.

 

Anyhow ... Use dry Mao.

On you, we'd say harm.

"Oh My!"

"Aye. War Sound"

Harmony as you wed.

Ah.
No word muse (yay...)

Humor Won, Easy Day

Us.

Yes / No?

(Ha. Am wordy)

!?

You know, I look out at this world and see all of the 'happiness and love' that radiates within and outward from the people within my physical sphere.

Then I look at the percentage of this 'happiness and love' per person ratio, and realise that a vast majority of it seems to have an initial starting point: stemming from ME.

So then what I see, is that the laws of karma itself are (for lack of a better and less annoyed word) FUCKED, which in turn leads me to question the very basis of my inherit, ongoing self-detrimental 'happiness and love' theory in the first place.

If I were to give and give and give a damn about specific, physical, spherical people a million times over - there's always going to be some recipients who are so slow and early in their current cycle of this "universe" (or physiological matter of their ultimate ending-intentions, this time around) that won't ever return it.

Logic dictates that I should still continue nonetheless with this, or at the very least tolerate it. But what seems to happen lately, is that due to the large, empty, gaping hole that life's unfortunate turn of events has given me the experience of: those people who don't give a shit WON'T give a shit for the rest of our shared cycle anyway.
-My whole energy and being is becoming deflated.

Whether or not I procure people a 'ticket' to share an experience with years ago, or whether I do it now; I can not possibly do anything but offer it with my love.

Too Many Birds

If...

If you...

If you could...

If you could only...

If you could only stop...

If you could only stop your...

If you could only stop your heart...

If you could only stop your heart beat...

If you could only stop your heart beat for...

If you could only stop your heart beat for one...

If you could only stop your heart beat for one heart...

If you could only stop your heart beat for one heart beat.

You fly all night to sleep on stone,

To return to the tree with

Too many birds,

Too many birds,

Too many birds.

Philosopher Collector Cards

Enjoy Capitalism

This Past Week

So, over the last week I've done and seen some many things which have actually, as minor as they may be and sound, have really been quite life changing.

Getting out of my city and my everyday life has opened my one-track eyes onto other parts of this world and made me realise that even though I strive day to day to make a happy home for myself, my daughter and my family + friends, there is still so much more I can and chould be doing to better the way I live and play my part.

There are a handful of people reading this blog, and no doubt if you are then there is a 99% chance you even know me, and know me quite well at that too.

If there's one thing I say at the moment, then let it be this - forget your money, forget your power plays and position at work, forget the mundane bullshit that exists in this world.

Politics, capitalism, pigeon-holing, undermining, authoritarianism: don't deal with that crap.

Listen, look, feel and think to the greater scope of what exists (and existed) in this universe, and the meanings behind it.

More to come when coherency returns.

M
xx

Anyone For Lemonade

You've got a lot of nerve

To say you are my friend

When I was down

You just stood there grinning

You've got a lot of nerve

To say you got a helping hand to lend

You just want to be on

The side that's winning

You say I let you down

You know it's not like that

If you're so hurt

Why then don't you show it

You say you lost your faith

But that's not where it's at

You had no faith to lose

And you know it

I know the reason

That you talk behind my back

I used to be among the crowd

You're in with

Do you take me for such a fool

To think that I'd make contact

With the one who tries to hide

What he don't know to begin with

You see me on the street

You always act surprised

You say, "How are you?" "Good luck"

But you don't mean it

When you know as well as me

You'd rather see me paralyzed

Why don't you just come out once

And scream it

No, I do not feel that good

When I see the heartbreaks you embrace

If I was a master thief

Perhaps I'd rob them

And now I know you're dissatisfied

With your position and your place

Don't you understand

It's not my problem

I wish that for just one time

You could stand inside my shoes

And just for that one moment

I could be you

Yes, I wish that for just one time

You could stand inside my shoes

You'd know what a drag it is

To see you

Travel With Me

Scream A Symphony / Screen My Sin For Me

How does it feel like to wake up in the sun?

How does it feel like to shine on everyone?

How does it feel like to let forever be?

How does it feel like to spend a little lifetime sitting in the gutter?

Scream a symphony.

How does it feel like to sail in on the breeze?

How does it feel like to spend a little lifetime sitting in the gutter?

How does it feel like to make it happen here?

How does it feel like to breathe with everything?

How does it feel like to let forever be?

How does it feel like to spend a little lifetime sitting in the gutter?

Scream a symphony.

How does it feel like to be a crystal fiend?

How does it feel like to spend a little lifetime sitting in the gutter?

Scream a symphony.

Innateness

So here's just one piece I've done recently.
Born + bred out of boredom.
I think I'd like to be more bored more frequently.

"The Tower Card"

"The Tower Card first and foremost illustrates that neither physical nor emotional structures that we build are permanent and stable, and instead they can be destroyed suddenly, thereby initiating change that we tried to avoid. The sudden change resembled by the crumbling tower reminds us of letting go of an illusion, an unhealthy relationship, an old way of life. The sudden change frees us to face the unknown, frees us to move forward instead of stagnate, frees us from social conventions and enlightens us on our path so that we reach a new level of understanding about our purpose in life. Not embracing the inevitable change brings out the negative elements that the Tower also depicts, being struck down by one's own doing, by vanity and the inability to change so that one remains stagnant."

The Tower

Countless facets hide behind
My pure and classy face.
Each of which in need to unwind
But frozen still in disgrace.

Unpolished beauty lies within
A truth too great to deny.
Waiting for destiny to take a spin
And end my two faced lie.

My soul is filled with power
Emotions stream from angelic voice.
Attempting ever to reach The Tower
Believing I have a choice.

So spread my wings; I won't look back
I'll think only of my heart.
Wisdom will shield me from attack
It's time for my journey to start.

Yo

There may or may not be a specific someone who has led me back to my blog.
This specific someone may or may not realise it.
At the very least, this specific someone is surely not going to read and relay this as a "pacific" someone, which suits me juuuuuuuuust fine.

My Works O' The Week

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I need to think calm thoughts, or my head will explode.

Today

Today is a day for rain, clearing, cleaning, looking, buying, paying, repairing, singing.

And DRINKING.

My Niece

My sister just had a baby girl: I'm recording all the noises she's making so later when she's older I can ask her what she meant.

And I'll do the same to my niece, too.

Upside Down

Don't you love to turn this little blue girl upside down.

Effminah

F Minor is the most mysterious key.

Apparently my recording is somewhat mysterious also.

I Have To Wonder

If Czerny would mind his music being recycled into home decor products.
...But then again, what else does one DO on a 42 degree day?

Howl's "Stationary" Castle

Get it? (...cause it's made of paper)

Points To Ponder

~If you're totally illiterate and living on one dollar day, the benefits of globalization never come to you.~


~Grace has been defined as the outward expression of the inward harmony of the soul.~


~Happiness is inward, not outward; and so, it does not depend on what we have, but on what we are.~

Fauvism

Have been inspired to display these by the ever-inspiring Toots...

I'd forget my head sometimes if it wasn't screwed on

More Anais Nin...

~Anxiety is love's greatest killer. It makes others feel as you might when a drowning man holds on to you. You want to save him, but you know he will strangle you with his panic.~

~Dreams pass into the reality of action. From the actions stems the dream again: and this interdependence produces the highest form of living.~

~Each friend represents a world in us, a world not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born.~

~How wrong is it for a woman to expect the man to build the world she wants, rather than to create it herself.~

~I postpone death by living, by suffering, by error, by risking, by giving, by losing.~

~It is the function of art to renew our perception. What we are familiar with we cease to see. The writer shakes up the familiar scene, and, as if by magic, we see a new meaning to it.~

Colour Your Day

There is nothing like some colour to brighten one's day. These are some of the works of an artist by the name of Matt W Moore.

Love the brightness + colour.

Emerging Artists!

"All children are artists. The problem is how to remain an artist once they grow up."
Pablo Picasso

Here is my darling delightful daughter Emily this afternoon.

Words from 2002

The fact that I was never an advocate for the correct pen holding position has always made me slightly ponder the real value of myself.

Thought Of The Day

My thoughts are free to go anywhere, but it's surprising how often they head in your direction.

My thoughts are free to go anywhere, but it's amazing how often they head in your direction.

Nina Kinert, Beast

I made this video after hearing a beautiful song and seeing some beautiful artwork on the same afternoon. Thought they would look good hand in hand, so to speak. Shannon Crees is the visual artist, Nina Kinert is the musical artist.

I know the kind of beast that I've become.

I Am The Most Tired Woman In The World

I am the most tired woman in the world. I am tired when I get up. Life requires an effort I cannot make. Please give me that heavy book. I need to put something heavy like that on top of my head. I have to place my feet under the pillows always, so as to be able to stay on earth. Otherwise I feel myself going away, going away at a tremendous speed, on account of my lightness. I know that I am dead. As soon as I utter a phrase my sincerity dies, becomes a lie whose coldness chills me. Don't say anything, because I see that you understand me, and I am afraid of your understanding. I have such a fear of finding another like myself, and such a desire to find one! I am so utterly lonely, but I also have such a fear that my isolation be broken through, and I no longer be the head and ruler of my universe. I am in great terror of your understanding by which you penetrate into my world; and then I stand revealed and I have to share my kingdom with you.

Home is always where the heart is

The Arcade Fire - Suburban War

Let's go for a drive
See the town tonight
There's nothing to do but I'll unwind when I'm with you

This town's so strange
They built it to change
And while we're sleeping all the streets, they rearrange

And my old friends, we were so different then
Before your war against the suburbs began
Before it began

And now the music divides
Us into tribes
You grew your hair so I grew mine
They said the past won't rest
Until we jump the fence and leave it behind

And my old friends, I can remember when
You cut your hair
We never saw you again
Now the cities we live in
Could be distant stars
And I search for you
In every passing car

The nights are warm
Yeah, the nights are warm
I've been living in the shadows of your song
Living in the shadows of your
Song

In the suburbs I, I learned to drive
People told me we would never survive
So grab your mother's keys we leave tonight

You started a war
That you can't win
They keep erasing all the streets we grew up in

Now the music divides
Us into tribes
You choose your side I'll choose my side

All my old friends, they don't know me now
Oh-oh
All my old friends, are staring through me now
Oh-oh
All my old friends, they don't know me now
All my old friends, they don't know me now

All my old friends, wait

A Day To Start The New Year

Tonight a severe headache has been brought upon by quick and hearty consumption of cheap white shiraz drunken lazily upon the Botanical Gardens.

Musical goodness is soothing me by way of Arcade Fire's The Suburbs. Ultimately one of the best album os 2010. Suburban War would definitely be my favourite song of the year hands down.

So far so good

So, it's been nearly 15 minutes and already I'm on the way to achieving what could be the longest resolution that's ever progressed in my life.

Now I'm Ready To Start

I have commenced the blog.
It was a half-arsed New Year's resolution to think about achieving, as not many had been achieved before.
At this stage, it's looking like quite a worthwhile resolution to make.
But we'll see.